What heals me?  Believing my daughter would want us to be living our lives to the fullest.  To laugh. To feel joy. To love. Grief will always be with me.  Healing will be an ever-evolving process. I’ll keep trying.  I’ll keep writing and running and raising money. Some days I’ll take extra time to just snuggle with the cat on the couch.  I’ll keep visiting the ocean.  I’ll keep trying new things. I’ll keep laughing.  I’ll keep breathing. And I’ll always keep her in the center.  In the end, all of these tools and resources mean nothing if I don’t use them.  So it’s up to me to keep healing.  And to live life for Zoey.